100 – Valentine’s Day!

I’m really thankful to have reached my 100th Titty Tuesday post. Woo hoo! Thank you for being patient with me as I have been a slacker with posting lately but hey, it all worked out because # 100 is on Valentine’s Day. See? Everything happens for a reason. Also, thank you for supporting Lovatron. It’s nice to know I’m not talking to myself out here in cyber land. I have bigger plans for Lovatron and Titty Tuesday but I’ll share them with you after things are finalized.

HEY, A FUN CONTEST!
Also, because it’s Valentine’s Day and my 100th post, I’ve made a fun zany goodie bag to give away to the person who sends the TWO winning Titty Tuesday photos combined with a theme song for the next TT post (# 101). Please send me your photos in addition to a link to Soundcloud, Youtube, Vimeo etc.

Again, to win, I’ll need three things from you Boobie lovers:
1 – Titty Photo (tasteful, nothing raunchy or Hustler-esque)
2 – Mood Filler Photo (landscapes, flowers, animals, food, cars, etc.)
3 – Theme Song (the mood you want to create. How do you want us to feel?)

* They could be your photos and music that you produced or they could be borrowed/shared photos and music.

Send entries to: lovatron@mail.com
Deadline is Saturday, Feb 25th

Even if you don’t win this contest, it’s a great way for me to listen to some new tracks and check out photographers for upcoming Titty Tuesdays. Have fun with it! xx
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I’m even more thankful to be spending Valentine’s Day with an amazing and beautiful person. I don’t mean beautiful as in his dark, messy hair, his bright brown eyes, his perfect smile, the way his skin still smells sweet and musky even after a night of dancing. I’m talking about the beauty of his mind. The way he dreams, his ideas, his imagination, the words he speaks– the kind that can pick me up after a hard day, the words that calm me, that can hold me even when we’re apart.

We’ve been through a lot over the past year– faced many challenges. Our relationship isn’t perfect, well, I’m certainly not perfect. I’ve let my temper, my jealousy, my insecurities get the best of me. I’ve said things I wish I hadn’t. I always swallowed my fear and my anger. Pain. I let them sink– burying their black tar cancer nails into the pit of my stomach and I didn’t do anything to stop it. I let them burrow caves until I was full and bitter. But he won’t let me fail. He pushes me and helps me through it. I know he helps me because he loves me.

I always thought that I was fairly self-aware and intuitive but I realize that I’ve been rather out of tune with myself. I have a lot of growing to do. I don’t want to live the remainder of my life struggling with the same issues that I’ve been fighting for such a long time. I have all of the tools that I need to reshape myself into the person that I want to become and the person that I am.

I’d like to share some of the things that help me “get through life” in future posts to come. 2012 is going to be a good year but I doubt it will be easy. PERSPECTIVE. PATIENCE. Love who you are and let it go…and I’ll try not to shit-talk to strangers but one thing at a time….

I’ve never had a relationship that I felt like fighting for. I always gave up when things became uncomfortable or if I felt abandoned or hurt or disrespected in some way. I don’t know if we’ll be together forever but I’m not trying to see into the future. I just want to be happy with how I’ve treated him and love him till his head is light. I want to give him the best life that I can. I’ll always be on his side even if it’s just the two of us exiled to a deserted island– to always be loyal, committed and trustworthy– to have something deeper than sexual attraction, to have a strong friendship and unconditional bond.

As the songs states, “you have proved to be, a real human being and a real hero.”

Thank you for being in my life. Thank you for who you are. I love you.

<3
Angela