Beat downs

Ghostly Pieces

[youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MMK9nayQsUo] You have to go to YouTube to view the video above but damn. So good. [youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fG1uAVNr6d0&feature=related] Excerpts from my journal, 2003. [Today] My flight leaves tomorrow. Josh is gone. I’m never coming back here. [Yesterday] We sat on the

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Put to sleep

[youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=beHDqTh7PIc]“It is strange how often a heart must be broken before the years can make it wise.” ~ Sara Teasdale “To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything, and your heart will certainly be wrung and possibly broken.

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Mommy Dearest

[youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HZBUb0ElnNY]I remember when I was in high school, everyone thought I was so positive and energetic– an all around happy person. This was also translated into me being naive and sheltered etc. I distinctly remember two “rich girls” at school

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It was like my chest was on fire

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…we are all kings, all poets, all musicians

Sometimes when we feel rejected or abandoned by others, we tend to blame ourselves or think about ways we can change ourselves. We try to mold into someone we are not or dislike the person that we are. Granted, in

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Empty House

[youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h7rUrh5AouY] Based on a true story… John had been building a home for his wife out in the country. It was beautiful– like a castle. She was his life. Her soft shoulders, her patient whispers were like chamomile and her

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are you cold

Memories are like wind chimes breaking. Don’t be defeated inside. Tell me. Can I carve you from my skin. Drain your blood from my veins. You never gave me medicine. Maetrik with Maceo Plex – “Fabrick” Purchase on Beatport

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Color it in

[youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cZv6lHVVUn4] Pale stare from you Dark eyes from me Floated to the dining room I, wooden ice-cream stick Stood at attention You nodded goodbye I sunk through the floor Lost all my letters All my words Fell from my pockets

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Mellow Monday

[youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nxTfjGP0YME] [youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PDn9bHKVJWc] [youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=direubc9QAg]

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“DNA Awaken Now. Rebuild”

[youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P7nz6-UVrmU] Dear Someone, I don’t want to worry about you // I just want to weave our fingers together // I felt your past through my hands // I see the tears in your smile // I can hold you

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Emo Sunday

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[youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=10K1M7IIQMY]Sorry, so you will have to please excuse me for not posting on an actual “Tuesday” for “Titty Tuesday” but my life has been insane. I’m leaving for vacation in two days and per usual, I have waited till the

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